Thursday, November 10, 2005

Freedom!!!No im not exaggerating. Taking care of p4 kids is really a chore, some of em are real brats. But at the end of the day, its the fun that everyone has went through that matters doesnt it?The killer whales like to bomb people -_- and gotta admit they have the loudest shrillest and the most gung ho attitude heh. And must admit second night was what made me feel closer to the facils, when we just sat there the few of us and talked. Zeng xiong came after a while and he was all F up, practically, lol. Well camps over, time to look ahead..again..now for j1 facil camp. Its been a great camp overall, even though with the ups and downs we made it through as a group and thats what matters most to me i guess. Got to know more people form tj aj bla bla even though most of em talk in chinese..its ok at least they still communicate in english.
Been seeing alot of stuff lately, tensions and all,l the talking and stuff, guess things have finally begin to settle down more or less. Only got one thing to say to people, take things on a lighter note wont ya. Maybe sometimes things hurt and anger arises but take the time to out yourself in the other persons shoes. Its alright to think alot, but the problem comes when we assume to much . On a cheesy side, my point is always look on the bright side of life.
Holidays approaching and my wallet is flat already...anyone who has any good lobang please contact save jon campaign right now. I mean like really now. Maybe should just take up a job at 7-11 -_-...........yawns somehow i dread holidays cause it'll only bring more memories to feel hurt to cherish to enjoy. Slowly, our youth is slipping by and we dont have much time left. Somehow now, i dread growing old. I dont want things to end, i dont want the memories to stop, i know that i will miss the fun and laughter as well as the pain and hurt. Time to make more memories, no more time to waste people...haha im crapping ok shall end. Cheerios.

If i could i would
Turn back the clock
To start this all over again
Cause i never wanna let it go

To kill a mocking bird
Painting the sky grey @ 12:34 AM

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